Dear you:

It's so awesome knowing that God is in control of my life regarding who you are and how we are going to meet and how He is going to merge our two stories into one story shared, together. I'm so excited!!!!!

~me :)

...life is so beautiful. =)

I am going to suck all of the marrow out of life. Of this, I am sure. (And yes, I did steal that from "Dead Poets Society" -- which is of course quoting Henry David Thoreau.)

I am so excited for so many things in my life right now. Solving my medical mystery  of course, with my doctors -- for a long while, I wondered why the heck my health has been so bleh, but now it seems to be coming together (and I've been feeling better!). Getting a job of some sort -- EXCITED! I am so looking forward to work experience. I need it.  And... dun dun dun... going to WORLD YOUTH DAY 2011. Oh, and looking into graduate schools to apply to!

And of course... right now I am loving trying to grow in my spiritual life, teaching confirmation!!, learning guitar, and simply spending time with my family and friends. =)

And somewhere in there, maybe God will start writing my love story. Well, I know that He already has by helping me to prepare for the vocation of marriage in all of the little things (only if I am open hearted to Him of course). But I guess every day, I never really know when He'll put someone special in my life, and that excites me-- not knowing but always wondering is both difficult to do but exciting at the same time. Besides knowing I am loved and made to love God, my ultimate purpose in life!, I feel I have such a strong calling to be a holy wife and mother. I don't know when that is, but I know I just gotta keep smiling. I love today anyway because today has its own blessings and duties to serve. =)

I only pray that God keeps me in good health. After I've been through the lowest of lows, I feel like there's nowhere to go but up, even in the worst of times.

"Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing." -- Blessed Mother Teresa =)